Mom Trying to Find a Job

It was awful…so many thoughts came through my mind…like the fact of loosing the house (just wondering where were we going to live if we lost our home)…not being able to pay for our vehicles (which we lost one of them)…how will we pay the bills. It’s a very difficult time I felt like I was drowning and there was no escape. I was depressed. But what was worse was the fact that I took out my frustrations on my children (not intentionally) and that is the worst feeling ever (i did apologize for it however that does not make it right). It also created fights between my husband and i considering that we have never faught about financial problems….the fact that we had to go to my mom and brother made it very hard especially for my husband.